is a awesome song. i love imogen heap, her music is like a soundtrack to my life. well ive been playing inFAMOUS waaaay too much lately. i love the courier reapers, they chase you and explode hahaha. school is finally out but i bet i have summer school with my luck... ugh. welp i drew a pic last night while chatting at 1am

pic:


plus a pic from the entry i deleted :P

i almost forgot the news! i cut all my stupid long hair off!! 8D!



lawl stupid pic. i also got a epic beanie that is featured in the pic above xDD
WHOO 2 POSTS IN 10 MINS OR SO! epic fail is me.

oh and some other funny news... uuh i got drunk last saturday and then went to a playground and fell off the monkey-bars-dome-thing and DIDNT FEEL A THING! yeeaahh im that awesome xDD

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oops i forgot to post this pic like forever ago when i made it xDDD
its not anything big but might as well keep this place up to date.
i havent been posting due to junior year coming to a close and my grades falling hard ono;;;
it sucks, i dont know if ill be able to get my maths outta the black hole before its too late *tries to make her friends do her late work cuz she gets a headache from just glancing at numbers* save me?! eeehhh

i get out the 29th though.. ill be happy its over when its over, zomg one more yearrrr!!! then i can go to photography college and then ill be a bum with a nice camera!
ahhh

the week after i get out im going to my other-older-stupider-dreaded home in my 'home town' with my mom and stay with my bestfriend for two weeks... or as long as her parents will stand to have me in their house and then kick me out.

anyway, here is the piccerrr P:
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a lil something i doodled on RMD c:

next week and the week after is all EOI testing... UGH i hate state tests. they always suck.
this time we are all having to take the tests in a gym full of computers. its rather scary... we had to go in for practice testing and when it was really quiet all you could hear was the humming of all the CPUs and mouses mice clicking... that was only for 10 mins and that was enough to make me start to go insane... oh boy!

anyway i was doodling with a friend on OC1.1 until 3am... today i pulled my doodle up and decided to finished it off.

here ya go c:
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from a very unsafe situation yesterday to a bipolar acting friend today i'm totally worn out ugh.
i hate it when i think back on the day before and realize what i really should have done...

i should have gotten out of the jeep and took off down that street of cheap rundown houses and called for a taxi...

...i shouldn't have stayed in the car and waited for her to come back from the trashed out house, running through the poorly kept yard, and listen to her giggle about how many choices she had to choose from. "it was like a candy shop in there!" she squealed and jumped in the driver seat of the jeep, "don't look!" with that she shifted in the car seat until her back was towards me in the passenger seat. she stuffing the 'goods' in to her pocket book with excited twitches and snapped it shut soundly. i stared out the windshield without any thoughts, my mind was blank, temporarily dead. why did i stay there?...

some day i'm going to write a book about how stupid i am.

today i was desperate to get my mind out of memories so i put a song on repeat and drew what came to my mind while listening to it. the song was the audition's "make it rain". i love rain, the word "rain" is in my name and it just started raining and storming... i'm pretty happy right now c:

the pic is as follows...
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everything got super overwhelming for a few days there!! aah
but still not much to say.... sad sad.
i drew a new pic though... and i wrote a song that kinda goes with it. i wont post the lyrics though ahah... maybe one day ill get some guitar with it and make a video.

for now here is the pic:
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My best friend has a ex basicly STALKING her and he is annoying the hell out of me. I even give him a piece of mind (not exactly chewed out, but like a "don't you get it?" message) and he still goes out and catches her in the hall and harasses her.
it makes me so mad... i wish i could go over there and.. and.. do something! It hurts not being able to be there for her. ;-;
maybe if i get to go back to my other house (which is in that town) i can take all my pint up hatred and anger for that jackass out on him. grrr...

besides that, i bought a few things today...

just random comfortable things... i haven't been out in 2 weeks straight (only to school last week and i missed two days from the flu even then)
so first new things in about a month or so, haha.
the bracelets and jacket are from Maurice, the totally sweet necklace is from Lucca.
i needed a new jacket bad, i'm wearing my nice volcom skate jacket FAST DDD: nooo

normally i hate making fanart but i REALLY love the Vampirates! comic by Jones

check it out: vampirates.comicgenesis.com/

anyway, here is my fanarts. (click to enlarge)
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well here is my cat. being lame and not using then bed i BOUGHT for him.

IT IS SNOWING. AGAIN.
ash wanted me to call her this morning so when she picked up on the 3rd ring, i had to sneeze.
ash: Hello!
me: ACHOO!!
perfect timing~
so my mom comes in while im sitting on my floor, in a mass of blankets because its cold, playing animal crossing like i normally do in the morning. she is all mad about my bed looking like  birds nest or something then she leaves... why do parents do that?!
ah oh well, ill be out of the house soon! then i could live with my bed being a birds nest and my floors extravagantly decorated with all my pretty blankets forever! *daydreams* anyone know how to make your cat double as a hand warmer?

its funny how cold a room can get with just the blinds pulled up... brr

i now have a LJ :D